It's frustrating for me to continue to invest my time and feelings into false hope disguised as something promising. Even more frustrating when things can go from seamlessly beautiful one day to broken and blurred the next. I feel like I'm the only advocate of "full discloser" left. I swear I don't ask for much, but just to know my efforts aren't a disposable venture. As I make myself vulnerable to public by sharing these blanket uncensored feelings, in return it feels rewarding to just expunge these thoughts from my conscious. People don't realize this, but at times loneliness is underrated.
BUT. her and i make it work.
Loneliness is just more time you're able to spend with you and learn yourself... There is absolutely no harm in that. For some, it just takes time to appreciate the advantages of the situation. Once you know, you spend that time with yourself wisely and in the long run, it definitely benefits your future.
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You have to gain resilience, as well as you should see what is it that you are bringing to the table so you could have a better understanding of the kind of guy you're seek. Remember we all chose the romantic lives we lead.
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